Long gone and moved on....

"Long Gone And Moved On"

When's the day you start again
And when the hell does you'll get over it begin
I'm looking hard in the mirror
But I don't fit my skin
It's too much to take
It's too hard to break me
From the cell I'm in

Oh from this moment on
I'm changing the way I feel yeah
From this moment on
It's time to get a real

Cause I still don't know how to act
Don't know what to say
Still wear the scars like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
Cause you're long gone
But I still don't know where to start, still finding my way
Still talk about you like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
But you're long gone, you moved on

So how'd you pick the pieces up yeah
I'm barely used to saying me instead of us
The elephant in the room keeps scaring off the guests
It gets under my skin to see you with him
And it’s not me that you're with

Oh from this moment on
I'm changing the way I feel yeah
From this moment on
It's time to get a real

Cause I still don't know how to act
Don't know what to say
Still wear the scars like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
Cause you're long gone
But I still don't know where to start, still finding my way
Still talk about you like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
But you're long gone, you moved on

No I can't keep thinking that you're coming back
No
Cause I got no business knowing where you're at
No
And its gonna be hard yeah
Cause I have to wanna heal yeah
And its gonna be hard yeah
The way I feel that I have to get real

I still don't know how to act
Don't know what to say
Still wear the scars like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
But you're long gone
But I still don't know where to start, still finding my way
Still talk about you like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
But you're long gone, you moved on

But you're long gone, you moved on

But you're long gone, you moved on 

- The Script

I just heard this song and thought how well it summed up my feelings.  Wouldn’t things seem much simpler if all your feelings emotions would end along with a failed relationship? But instead you have to battle with the emotions and all the feelings left behind. Because while your relationship status might change, the love you felt for him and the memories that you once shared together seem to linger on. 

But eventually there comes a point when you have to realise that you can’t change the past. And you can’t change the way things ended. All you can do is learn to make the best of everything that is happening now. He’s gone. And I have to figure out the best way to move on. 

Just like in the song, it’s going to be hard... I used to speak to him every day and I told him just about everything. So for the most part we were friends. But now I need to accept that things just couldn't work out.